♥7/16/1998 Was a very hard day for me. I lost the closest person to me my dad.Since he's been gone its been sooooo hard for me. A pain that no one Can understand. My dad was my everything i loved him with all my heart.
As i type this crying and with tears running down my face, I can't help but wish he was here. Its been such a struggle dealing with this. Next Month It'll be 10years ago Since I Lost my Bestfriend. Everyday i think about how it would be if he was still here. He would has loved all his grand kids and those to come. At times i find myself asking god why? But its obvious that he wanted and needed you with him. Daddy theres not a moment that goes by that your not on my mind. I wish you were here to see the woman and diva(lol) that i've become. I am in a relationship that you always used to tell me that i deserved. Dad he is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i love him more than anything i just wish that you could be here to meet him. Daddy my love for you will never die. Its so hard for me to even write this now cause i can't stop myself from crying the pain is still unbearable. But i'll make it as long as i keep god with me and in my heart hes assured me everything is going to be alright, and just fine.♥
♥Happy Fathers Day Daddy♥
I Love You R.I.P
1 comment:
Pookie that was a powerful blog entry you just wrote. I know it happened a while ago, but the pain of a loss never leaves. but baby girl, you just got to our hands in god's hands to see you through. Baby girl, when you feel like giving up, just think of your father and trust me his memory will push you to strive and reach higher. And yes I know he would be proud at the woman you have become. I'm proud of the woman you have become. Happy father's day to him. and baby girl keep up the great work
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